Sunday, August 24, 2008

No News is Bad News...

Yup, you caught me. I am offically off the wagon. I'm not sure I can even see the wagon anymore.. and you know what that sounds familular to me..i'll have to go back and see if I already used that one.

So i'm struggling because of vacations/camping, a baby that is back to waking up every 2hrs, beyond frustration with my toddler girls and potty training, and being bumbed out seeing pics of me when I thought I was doing/looking good but realising I look just as [fat] *I hate saying that work* as ever. I feel like I am doomed in the 220's and my body won't let me leave. I know a bit of a pitty party, and I know what i'd say to the person if I was reading this blog and not typing it... but that is where i'm at. My cruise in less than 2m isn't even motivation as I think i'm going to gain 10lbs on it anyways...

So I hope to find the motivation soon, but really i'm not too motivated to find the motivation either....


blahhhhhhhh.

4 comments:

Colette said...

awww Lara I definately know the feeling girlfriend! Sometimes you have to just fall off the wagon a while before you can pick yourself up. And I am sure your plate is full right now but just don't lose sight of your goal. You really were doing so good. I could definately see the difference even if you couldn't.
You know once I had that same problem and someone told me to take all of my measurements and I did. Then I took them again later on after I had lost more weight but like you I was just not seeing it. Well guess what? The proof was there. I had lost inches and the weight. Don't be so hard on yourself because you don't see it as fast as you want to. Look at me I lost another pound this week!! Just one and I feel like at this rate I will be 60 before I reach goal. But I WILL reach it...even if I am 60 years old!! ;-)
{{{{HUGS}}}}

Natalie said...

you can do this!!! i was stuck in the 220s for what seemed like FOREVER...but this week, I weighed in as a member of ONE-derland! get busy and find that motivation!

Superjayman's Battle of the Bulge said...

Come on girl....you can do this!!!! Just think of where you would be if you hadn't been trying all this time. Everyone falls off the wagon, and everyone needs motivation---sometimes I need it every minute of every day!!! You can do this!! My new motto---since I am desperately trying to lose 13 more before my Cancun trip "GAME ON"---"GET IT DONE'

Diet Coke and Zingers said...

Come back from the dark side!!! Put down the chocolate and back away. Slowly.