Thursday, November 29, 2007


So I've been MIA, my apologies. I haven't gone anywhere, done anything fun, or have a really good excuse. If there is anyone I can blame it on, it would be my daughters. I am finding my life pretty busy with these to little ones. By the end of the day I am so spend physically and emotionally I can't wait to just plop on the couch and get lost in TV land. I honestly never knew it would be this exhausting being a SAHM, or Mom for that matter. The days seem like a blur of meal times, screaming, dirty diapers, squabbling, whining, Mickey Mouse clubhouse and a few smiles and of course tons of laundry.

I haven't even thought much about weight loss. I thought a bit about it when I watch Oprah earlier this week, with all her before/after people, but honestly didn't find it overly motivating. Usually those types of shows get me back on track. I am holding about 245, I'd love to be in touch with the 30's as I think that would be a big boost, but honestly this time of year I know it's best if I can just 'hover' at my current weight. So come January I will have to re-evaluate my goals. When I started in June I know I hoped to be close to 200 by Christmas/New Years...but also I wasn't planning on have a 1.5y/o join our family in the fall either. Now I will be lucky to be around 200 by my 35th b-day in June...on well, If I do that then I'd have lost 65lbs in a year, which is nothing to snuff off.

My hubby and I are planning our first Date Night in a looooong time. We never really needed them till now. We are realizing with the 2 little ones we are getting no quality time together and just feel stressed out at the end of the day. So we have a sitter (2 actually) for Saturday night and are doing some shopping, then diner and maybe a movie...I am excited but of course a bit nervous leaving our girls, and having someone else put them down...but it's gotta happen sometime.

So though it's been 2 weeks since my last post...nothing much has changed. I am boring, sorry.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Ho Ho Ho

So I put up the Christmas decorations today. I know it may be early for some, and crazy early for the scrooges out there. but for's great. I didn't decorate last year so I am making up for it. Granted I don't have the tree's up yet. Well 1 is up but it's not decorated and I still have my grown-up tree to put upstairs.

40 days till Christmas....

My Report

My report is all went well at the Dr. I did not drop him an early Christmas present. Thankgoodness. :0

I love how they get all chatty and personal (no pun intended) when they are doing what they do down there. "So when was your last vacation?" asking all about ect. All the other time they are strictly business....but I guess that's fine. It's not like I want a detailed report while things are in progress....

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Not a good position I put my self in....

I made beans last night for diner.... and I have my annual PAP today....that puts me in a bad position to 'hold' things in.

Saturday, November 3, 2007


Halloween at our was a zoo.


ya I'm bored too..I really should be going to bed, it is after midnight as I type this...... So I took on Diet C's tagger challenge thingy...I don't know how to do those fancy link things...but this is who I'm talking about..

The Rules:1-Link to your tagger and post these rules on your blog2-Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog, some random, some weird3-Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs4- Let them know they are TAGGED by leaving a comment on their blog

1~I have a little dent and bald spot on the top of my head from the Dr. inducing my Mom when she was pregnant with me. Basically he poked to high and got me!

2~My left boob is bigger than my right (not so weird as every woman has a bigger one)

3~I have a diploma in Fashion Design, but dress like I have a diploma in frumpy housewife

4~I really really REALLY wished I could have experienced being preggers.

5~I use to compete in Kickboxing and retired undefeated (100lbs ago)

6~My hubby and I waited till marriage.

7~I love being neked.

I don't really know who to tag...I only have a couple 'regulars' that I know of if you read this and haven't already done so....TAG you're it....

Friday, November 2, 2007

Howdy Howdy

I am really trying to post more...even if I don't have much to say. I am holding at 244 ish. I had 'dipped down' to 243.8 which was wonderful to see, but now I'm floating some where in the 244's. I really want to make an effor to get to the 30's...that would be COOL!

So I went and got my hair chopped last night!!! I got a good 5-6" off, and I quite like it. the ends were so dead and frizzy and just gross looking. So I went from about bra strap length to about shoulder length. A big change and it's been years (10+) since i've been this short, but I was just so sick of it. I think it helped loosing 20lbs so far, I didn't feel as long hair is/was such a security blanket of the last thing on me that 'looked good'. I am curiouse how hubby will like it, he's back home tonight and doesn't know i got it cut! ha ha ha.

I'll post pics once he brings my camera home...